oh, renoir

in dreams (aug/sep):
meant to be running a race but keep stalling. then i'm in a car that's driving through the waves and the coach decided to take one for the team by surrendering to a giant wave, leaving the car

with them atop a monument museum auntie is trying to feed me sandwiches i'm in a car going to an interview with a trio of people whom i was with when they bought the car

a labryntine car park

he is driving with him they are picking me up for this play we're doing it's a bronco and it's snowing there's a little tiff about if he knows what he's doing (driving) after which we sort of skid off the road his argument is not to argue with mother nature. at school where the play is i'm outside on some sorta football field and a plane from argentina is wobbling through the air toward me then it's going backwards and somersaulting into a building. i'm surfin on a waterski in stormy waves

children almost being mowed over by a snow plow. missing the bus. it's a snow storm and i'm trying to make it to a secret goth show in the woods. waiting for a ride while boys message me about the past

a preview of tonight i'm at an artists' commune a giant house with a led screen facade filled with sf transplants

he is describing some girl whose wrist is disconnected like you turn it and you can see the inside bone. i look down and my wrist is like this

having trouble breathing/communicating. the only solution is for me to lie on my stomach and you to lay yr stomach on my back

looking at:
patrick carpentier
katie eary
federico forlani
julia hederus
hockney calls for smoking rooms
in search of memory
ioannisdimitrousis
lazy oaf
nude germans want right to roam
rage
single man
some days are better than others
stuck!
teacher jailed for sex with pupil
this is berlin not new york

listening to:
birgit bidder
bright eyes - loose leaves
brothers of end
drums
dum dum girls - let it be me
small black
stina stjern